< repository
why are they here again?
please leave me alone.
i would never look at myself the way they looked at me.
i would never look at myself the way they looked at me.
i told myself, upon waking up.
no.
there's something on the ceiling.
a void stared at me, full of judgement and satisfaction.
i thought i've woken up? is this still my dream or
it hissed, piercingly, then jumped onto me. i woke up. this time for real? my head hurts.
felt just like that one time. shame circle. good enough, not good enough. enough, enough, enough.
dream/reality. dream + reality
dream = reality.
i've never been afraid of them. its the
gaze
that i wish didnt set me ablaze.
pop quiz